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Yea, I just called in sick from school. Been feeling shitty all day, not sure when i'll be better, my entire body is shivering 
Moving on
So, this is important.
A while ago, and I'm talking about a year. I had a fight with a friend. I was just...cruel to them
I said nasty things and even a while after the fight I spread lies about them.
I never forgave myself about this.
Until today.
I've spent a long time grieving over what I did.
I let myself drown in guilt.
Yet I continued to bother them with apologies that I knew they didn't want.
Then Yesterday, I lost a friend to those past mistakes, again.
And that friend taught me something valuable.
I can't live in the past.
I don't expect them to ever forgive me.
I don't expect them to ever want to hear about me.
But I'm
New Name
For reasons too complicated and personal to explain, I am changing my name to Carmilla.
Sorry to those who have gotten used to Lilly, but I can no longer associate myself with that name for personal reason, I'm sorrt but let this be a new begining :)
Streaming (over)
Streaming sonic generations on picarto.
https://picarto.tv/DrawingPlayful
I'll be communicating mostly via voice so if you're interested in hearing my rough totally un-girly voice be sure to stop by
Stream has ended guys, thanks to those who came
Holoday!
I'm going to Italy, Naples to be exact! I'll be back on my birthday, the 21st. Love you all byebyes!
© 2013 - 2024 QueenCarmilla
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Hope you feel better! Drink milk and get plenty of rest.